Wish
My hometown in Guangdong, a small place, where although remote, but the scenery is very good. I read in high school, and parents to Guangzhou, while leaving home, and my heart has also been thinking about, but I have a desire to commune with his beloved girl in a hilltop home side by side to see the sunrise.
I was like a female student class neighborhood, she waited three years, because she did not want to go to college before they talk about feelings that they have to concentrate on reading. Finally we both admitted to Wuhan University, you can start in love, but love only about half a year, broke up on the grounds that she felt I was too careless, spitting, throwing things. Two months later, I saw her with a guy coming towards nestled in by me, her boyfriend will be a clot of phlegm spit loudly into the roadside grass, her head leaned on the shoulders of the boys I do not know what to say, it must be a very interesting thing with me, or how she laughed so happy?
I lost a long time, was prepared in the summer with a girlfriend back home to play in Guangdong, to the top of the hill to sell herbal tea garden shed to watch the sunrise, and now I am the only one back. Although only one person, I still went to the herbal tea. Selling herbal tea or that the old couple, the wrinkles on their faces still familiar smile, my heart just do not drink herbal tea is very cool. I sat straight from noon old couple sunset closing time, they never shed lock, simply door was closed, and out of casual tourists.
Depressed to sit when the moon rises, the door was pushed open, two or three people came in, I looked back and recognized one of them is my high school classmate Boll, since I made no marked after the university and She met. We are very happy, she said she brought two friends come to play in the mountains delayed late. She also admitted to the university, the school actually are in Wuhan, we agreed Guowanchunjie to school together.
Down the mountain, although very bright moonlight, mountain still good to go, boll two friends have a heart like a call girl, who is very weak, the people of Shanghai, accustomed to mountain roads, I served as the escorts, all the way to take care of.
“Life is a coincidence, when you feel no light, you’ll find a window, this time the mountains meet by chance, gave me a pleasant surprise — I’m in love, the object is to play back the boll friends, all the way to take care of my heart is like. “Department maple laughed again, he head is not high, but laughed very bold look.
News is that Boll in the train back to school to tell me. When parking in the middle, Boll pulled me aside, and the heart, such as it is in the distance watching us. Boll asked me: “Department maple, you …… you have a girlfriend?” I said: “just broke up, how?” Flower heart, such as bell looked back, said: “to introduce you to a girlfriend ? your heart, such as how to think? ”
Clutch
Listen Boll words, my heart jumped, it was kind of elated, Xicongtianxiang the feeling that this is the first time I’ve ever been in love the girls take the initiative, and is my favorite type!
Love begins again, the case of a careful and considerate heart girl, I decided to cherish it. I learned my last experience, hygiene heavy environmental image of love, but because I love the flowers did not elaborate on the long open undefeated, this little love at first sight only lasted less than one year, no reason for the breakup Like last time is so specific, with only one heart, such as “I think we still do not quite fit” to summarize our love. I am not willing to end, I went to Boll, I think must be very dependent on her heart, such as, otherwise how would entrust voices boll pass it? Boll very hesitant, I say look at when we are good friends sake, look at me so if you love to cherish this love’s sake, help me! I said that very emotional, a series of parallelism sentence blurted out without thinking, boll listened quietly, and she said to me seems to be moving, appearing tiny tears in the eyes. But she did not immediately promise me just say let her think again.
“Two days later she let me go to her school, at the school gate I saw the smile Yuli’s heart like.” Feng Department sighed: “A friend is a friend, she was not even a thank word.”
Thereafter, whenever my heart like a contradiction between, I have to go to Boll, each will help us boll composite. But there are a panacea failure when, finally, my heart, such as still parted. This time, I do not have a strong sense of failure, they started to feel kind of a relief, perhaps because my heart, such as room from the clutch too much and let our hearts have become numb to it. Because my heart like this feeling, flower bell started to become an indispensable part of my soul doctor, I will have everything in life disappointments pour out to her, and she probably is quietly listening, and then gave me help, she is like one of my “brothers”, do not always mention, but always come forward when needed, but I only have difficulty heartless only want to afford her.
Shortly before graduation, I met another girl, just let cool for over two years to re-ignite the fire of love. She brought me and the other girls are not the same feeling, I no longer have an appointment to go and where to eat how to play headache, I just always obey the call on the line. She is more like a general, all my emotions manipulated in her hands, but I was happy that the saddle before the horse subordination.
I put the things I talk about friends say to listen boll boll does not seem happy. Before I ramble on, she is also willing to listen, but this time she kept with her words, diverge, and finally she said something, go ahead. I know her, she is actually right, but do not want to hear me say.
Realization
This time I love Tianhundian. After graduation began to fully prepare for the wedding, make money, buy a house, save my wife the children, I like the full capacity of the train, full of momentum. Of course, love is still twists and turns, and I still go in sad despair when there boll seek comfort. Boll always look indifferent, listen to me a lot that he does not stand. In fact, she does not have to say anything, I just sit with her heart will calm down. I once asked her how you never see her boyfriend together. Her face some weird, I thought she was angry, and hastened to apologize. I said I was just curious, because the girl’s mind is always weird, like some girls, who will summon the whole world to see her boyfriend, her boyfriend and some girls will be regarded as enduring Exotic, to a person guard alone, I do not know which one she belonged. Boll silent a long time, and finally said, you want me to listen to your boyfriend is not happy with it? I laugh, shake their heads: “It is not up.”
When I save enough for my wife to prepare the children “May Day” with a girlfriend back home, looking forward to the mountains when the sun is skyrocketing, the picture of happiness to propose to her, my girlfriend has asked me to break up. Break out of a sudden, once uttered between us, but a few days later I can always persuade her to change her mind. But this time was different, she points very strongly, let me baffled. Later I learned that she was playing outside when I met a wealthy man. I’m ready for new homes become empty nesters. I think the world of sorrows and joys, like I just made a big dream.
I give Boll called and always talkative this time I do not want to say anything, it simply tell boll I brokenhearted. Boll reason for the split did not ask me, just ask me, “May Day” is also not return back home? I said back to her, “Oh,” a cry, not words.
If the break-up and the heart as I know what a heartache, this time then let me know what is impermanent. Back home, I was once again alone in the mountains. When the tea has no pergola, big changes in the mountains, only I and many years ago, alone. Then, I saw a familiar figure came up to me, a closer look is a flower bell! I felt my heart suddenly melted somewhere, I want to cry.
Boll and I sit side by side, the moonlight shines on her face. I looked away and said: “to leave his home for so many years, and now it is still a man.” Suddenly I heard a crying sound, turned around and looked, the tears of a boll in the grass on a drip, send light lightly, pit sound. I first so close so seriously boll boll face glow in Yuet Wah, the gentle and moving. In my eyes, flower bell hung his head, my heart throbbing inexplicably, she did not say anything, I was like hearing a thousand words, suddenly comprehend. I reached out and took her hand, remembering that year and flower bell, heart like a car back to the Han Dynasty, the car Boll had sent me a box, back to school after the open, is hanging beautiful glass wind chimes hanging above a small cards that read: “You are the wind, because of you dance.”
“I finally repaid on a hilltop with lovely girl’s wish to see the sunrise side by side, the middle I wasted seven years, seven years, I am searching, but do not know which of my personal favorite, she has been beside me. “Department maple face is deeply moved.